Vagaries

theme:have you ever felt the silent echoes haunt you?
the constant struggle with your inner demons,and the world,
a struggle to survive and emerge victorious.when memories break all your trust ,hopes and desires.
that feeling when you are pushed off the edge.
When too much pain,ends up in identity crisis..Painful,isnt it?

Remember me,I looked at the mirror,
I asked myself,perplexed!
What have I done to myself?
I cried!

Victim of vagaries,
Whims that looked like fancy dreams!
What have I done to myself?
I asked myself?

Have I lost myself,
The truth had faded away,
I am here,defined by the cruel world,

Its driving me crazy,
I want some light,
Its dark in here,
I am suffocating!


I cry in pain,
Is this me?

Silent murderer,
That instilled in me,
hopes and desires
To live and love,
I cannot deny!


Was I a fool then,
to believe in you?
Light!i cried!
I am suffocating!